Where does the Wild live, I asked
the concrete: a visage of grief,
broken and scarred.
In my heart, she said,
in the rock and limestone,
crushed and emptied
beneath your feet. Listen deep
to your footsteps; the rhythm
of loss.
I asked the glass, so naked,
so transparent, I looked away
for what I saw. In my bones, she
murmured,
my bones of sand. I remember
the sea, the salt and how the westerlies blew.
I saw the world
in who I was.
I asked the plywood, the cross
and the table where food is served
and nails are driven. In my veins,
she said, where
blood ran free, now
imprisoned in a
pattern:
the sacred
denied.
denied.
I asked the electricity that runs
through my life from laptops to
videos,
microwaves to fans. Look
to the rivers, she said, where music is born,
then listen
to my hum:
the detritus of song.
And plastic, I asked,
where does the Wild live?
In the deepest of genes, said a voice
In the deepest of genes, said a voice
like my own, remains of the ancestors
deposits
of folly. I am
the shadow, the darkness
that lies in your heart.
Do not try to control me—
you cannot.
that lies in your heart.
Do not try to control me—
you cannot.
Where does the Wild live, I asked
the stars,
so far away, untouched
by me. In your soul, they said,
go to your soul. But I knew
go to your soul. But I knew
my soul
was nowhere
to be found.
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